fucking idiot

my life is a total shit load
im pretty mess up larh
but life must go on(fedup dgr ayt 2)
ARGH!!! FUCK ANY1 that mess me up

......end

8 days to go(SPM)

im losing my mind right now
huhu
but still
im playing around like theres nothing to do

hrmm...

study hard???
or study smart???
haa,no need 2 study larh
haha
lol!!!

My eyes are open wide
By the way I made it through the day
I watch the world outside
By the way I'm leaving out today

I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

I just saw Haley's Comet, she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?"
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Here is my chance
This is my chance

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

i know im not as good as my big sis

hye
im a form 5 student
im taking spm this year

a lot of pressure
such as

this is a dialog between my mum n every1 that she's see or meet
(talking about my big sis)

mum;u know my daugther never get below 3.2 in her exam

people;really??waa she's very great laa,i wish a had a daughter like that

mum;hahaha

my mum allways talking about my big sis
she allways wants 2 open that issues
at the 1st i was alright
but then i feels like im the idiot in this family
i know la maa,im not gud as ur daugther
every time she open that story
i feels like she's trying 2 make me feels like a losser

its ok la maa
i understand,i wish that i was never heard that story
..............................

SPM

its a big test 4 me
i dont know what im suppose to feel?
scared?nervous?
hrmmm

SPM

papadom

its a very touching movie
i think every1 should see it
especially for all the fathers in this world

thnks 2 leya coz going with me that day ok?
hope u enjoyed going out with me
hihi
myb next time we should go out together again
hihi......